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Sometimes I wonder if I'm doing the right things, making the right choices. I always feel neglected, but thats a fact. I want to talk to a lot of people, but my inner instincts stop me. I feel like i'm being sucked into a black hole at times.

I want to talk to you, but I'm scared.

Anyways, 4 days left and I'm off to Hong Kong by myself. I feel so awkward there. I want to call up my relatives and family, but i'm scared, I'm always in the way of things. When I see them, I don't know what to say, or where to start.

I'll just hide in my shell... one big ass fat shell.

What am I going to do during those 13hr flights. I hope someone interesting sits next to me. Either that or I'm going to drink the rest of my gin before i head on the plane. I'll be staying in HK for 2 weeks exactly (Aug. 16 - 31), if you are in HK and want to hang, email/msn me as I dont have a cell number YET.

My finals start on monday. Organic Chem. I'm so screwed, it's unbelievable. I'm more so worried about physics, as I'm doing pretty bad at it.

my livejournal: http://nostalgicsong.livejournal.com

Pipettes! Pipettes!

 midterm exam au jourd'hui = fail.
i hate school.

TT_______TT and i have to take a summer semester because my mother wants me to graduate in 4 years. she does not understand what is impossible.

This would be when i stabbed the straw into my drink and broke the cup. They had to make me a new drink because mine spilled everywhere. i wonder why though.

tonic water and gin. i dont think i'll be having that anytime soon again.
dammit, that means my baileys and gin will rot away in my fridge.

a little red are we?
i do not turn red.

facebook>xanga.

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Confused.

why on earth do i have KT Tunstall's songs stuck in my head.
I've recently discovered anime again. Now I'm addicted, damn you death note.

i miss my lovely friends :[

Procrastination

This is my last resort to procrastination.
I have 2 more exams to go, and here I am doing nothing again.

I suck.

and listen, it's Freezepop! My favorite indie techno band.

2 more days, 2 more exams.
Must not fail calculus and bio.

slightly happier.

I didn't fail chem.

I didn't fail Eng.

I didn't fail Bio (although I did poorly on it).

only bio lab exam mark is left. I wonder what i got.

oh bob.

why can i not c0mment on kathy's page?!